- if i had to name someone as my idol , it'd be her . RIP Selena Quintanilla Perez

- i bought the [ i care for you ] album that came with thee dvd and watched her videos everyday for about six monthss . i was a die hard aaliyah fan , i even remember thee day they were saying on thee radio that she died , i was on my way to my aunts crib and i believe at that time it was WBLS [ 107.5 ] that they were talking about it ... my heart broke . :( it was a loss for me . but anyways i always loved this video ... studied it down to every hand gesture and all that . lmao . i'm a dork but hey .

- this video was maddd sexy . :)

- alicia keys baby bump ?

these blogging sites are obsessed with her and beyonce being pregnant . but she deff' looks like she could be here ... idk . she's still beautiful though ..

" the only reason i hold on to the memories i have soo tight , is because they are the only thing that doesn't change when everything and everyone does ." - unknown .


we were sooo ... happy . what i felt for you ... indescribable . and the pain i feel reminiscing on our friendship , relationship , whatever you wanna call it ... tuhh' . smh . it hurts so much because it's MY fault , well ... at least thats how you see it anyway . but what hurts thee most is that it doesn't hurt you at all . you had such an impact on me and my life , that forgetting you ever fucking existed is almost as impossible as fucking explaining what water tastes like ... pshh . and, as much i would love to get it back , i know i don't have the power to make it happen . it takes two , and it doesn't look like US still matter to you soo , i'm fucked , but what sucks is that i'm still STUCK . lmao , ohh shxt that kinda rhymed lol , but forreal though . i love you and i always will , sincerely kimmybabiie .

i first heard this song in honey , the part where honey was tryna apologize to joy bryant ... and i fell in LOVE with thee guitar , i found the name of it , but it's not on limewire so i couldnt download it ... :( sadd , but i love it though .

and a couple years ago , all that matter was clothes and sneakers . i was too cool for school , my weekends was bout drinking , smoking , and partying . and thee only baby i had was my boyfriend , but i traded my j's for some heels , i'm a highschool graduate looking to major in nursing | psychology . the only parties i attend are the ones thrown in my room , and i live above the influence . and the ONLY baby i truly i have is my daughter samiya london valasquez . and as good as my life was back then ... it's NOTHiNG compared to how it is now ... ♥