" the only reason i hold on to the memories i have soo tight , is because they are the only thing that doesn't change when everything and everyone does ." - unknown .


we were sooo ... happy . what i felt for you ... indescribable . and the pain i feel reminiscing on our friendship , relationship , whatever you wanna call it ... tuhh' . smh . it hurts so much because it's MY fault , well ... at least thats how you see it anyway . but what hurts thee most is that it doesn't hurt you at all . you had such an impact on me and my life , that forgetting you ever fucking existed is almost as impossible as fucking explaining what water tastes like ... pshh . and, as much i would love to get it back , i know i don't have the power to make it happen . it takes two , and it doesn't look like US still matter to you soo , i'm fucked , but what sucks is that i'm still STUCK . lmao , ohh shxt that kinda rhymed lol , but forreal though . i love you and i always will , sincerely kimmybabiie .